Music: Some random loud base in the hall...
Mood: Poor
Random Note: Game Theories.
It's exactly 5 more days till my first paper. I'm here to do a lil'typing cuz I cannot get myself to sit down just yet to do work.
I am really excited to go for my best gal pal's wedding soon! Seriously, I am so looking forward to it. It is going to be a good time to catch up with her, and give myself space to think and relax.
As such, I probably will not be avaliable online as often after the 20th of June. I will not return until the 17th of July.
I had my first birthday in Sydney! It will be one of the most memoriable ones for as long as I live I guess (for all reasons I can think of). X and Kenn celerbrated for me with cakes and a meal =) It was really good (and ultimately unhealthy). Well, the only other person who had ever made me a cake is the person whom I'm going to go attend a wedding for haha!
Strange thing. Jx and I share this common thing for cakes and birthdays. It is really quite interesting...we feel that birthdays are not birthdays without cakes, or at least I think this way.
Will post pictures at a later time when I do some uploading again.
I am feeling a little sick in the throat, but life is pretty much good here. Weather is getting really COLD, but I guess I'll live.
Okay, enough ranting. Oh sweet blog...*hugs*...how I really needed you for a pressure relief.
Ah Jon
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
No Updates Yet XD
Music: Michael Giacchino - End Credits (Ratatouille)
Mood: Quiet
Random Note: Jelly Fish Are Taking Over The Oceans!
Kinda Disgusting.
Lolx! Okay, I have not done any decent updates yet (due to circumstances beyond my control), but I still have a things I want to write. It will have to wait till the 11th of the month =)
The holidays have officially begun, and I am trying hard to cramp information into my brain for the upcoming exams. It will be tough...and my mind is not exactly in the right places. Am trying my best...really, I am.
(It is okay though to go ahead and criticize me for not.)
I had 2 super strange dreams last night! It's really...L.O.L. Honestly, it is kinda fun writing down all my funny dreams ^^ Kinda enjoy it~
First one was related to me and a job as a pimp! WTH right??? I dreamt that I was a pimp and one of my customers refused to pay me. Then my mum was there when we were eating dinner at a coffeeshop...and the person was really scary! Was like, all fierce but quiet kind. Goodness...talk about wild dreams...seriously, I have no idea why I got this one in my head (woke up feeling o.o)~
Then when I went back to sleep, i dreamed that I was with my army friends and we were planning to have dinner together. Apparently we were in the middle of a ghost haunting setting, whereby there was this female ghost trying to kill us. There was lot of screaming and people were killed. And I died too in the end...at least i think i did. The last scene was me swimming with another person towards land when the female ghost attacked. It ended with me entering a room where we all were able to sit down and have dinner together...
So strange right??? XD
Still, it is killing my rest time. I cannot go into sweet slumber...zzz. Oh well, I'm going to get back to my work now, and I hope everyone is doing as awesome as they can be! Till next time~
Ah Jon
Mood: Quiet
Random Note: Jelly Fish Are Taking Over The Oceans!
Kinda Disgusting.
Lolx! Okay, I have not done any decent updates yet (due to circumstances beyond my control), but I still have a things I want to write. It will have to wait till the 11th of the month =)
The holidays have officially begun, and I am trying hard to cramp information into my brain for the upcoming exams. It will be tough...and my mind is not exactly in the right places. Am trying my best...really, I am.
(It is okay though to go ahead and criticize me for not.)
I had 2 super strange dreams last night! It's really...L.O.L. Honestly, it is kinda fun writing down all my funny dreams ^^ Kinda enjoy it~
First one was related to me and a job as a pimp! WTH right??? I dreamt that I was a pimp and one of my customers refused to pay me. Then my mum was there when we were eating dinner at a coffeeshop...and the person was really scary! Was like, all fierce but quiet kind. Goodness...talk about wild dreams...seriously, I have no idea why I got this one in my head (woke up feeling o.o)~
Then when I went back to sleep, i dreamed that I was with my army friends and we were planning to have dinner together. Apparently we were in the middle of a ghost haunting setting, whereby there was this female ghost trying to kill us. There was lot of screaming and people were killed. And I died too in the end...at least i think i did. The last scene was me swimming with another person towards land when the female ghost attacked. It ended with me entering a room where we all were able to sit down and have dinner together...
So strange right??? XD
Still, it is killing my rest time. I cannot go into sweet slumber...zzz. Oh well, I'm going to get back to my work now, and I hope everyone is doing as awesome as they can be! Till next time~
Ah Jon
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
What A Nightmare~
Music: Hannah Montana - Best of Both Worlds
Mood: Kinda mixture of shocked and frightened
Random Note: I'm feeling the love =)
I just woke up in a jump and it was so scary! I had to come to the computer to type this down like almost immediately, possibly one of the most...interesting nightmares I've ever got.
I dreamed that I was part of this group of 30 elite spies with super natural abilities. And it was all like, so real! We busted leet crimes together in small groups and we were happy agents.
Then my partner was about to get married and I was assigned to get some mission done (I can't remember the exact specifics). 1/2 way along my mission, I was informed by another agent that I trust that there was this message that needed to be delieved to my partner.
So, I set out for the hunt to find my partner, whom I soon realised was nowhere to be found. I got worried and made that my mission (it was like a game + movie kind of thing, where I can choose my paths). Wow...I was climbing carparks, playing spy and doing all those really secret mission stuffs! Almost died a few times, but managed to escape XD I still remember i could jump really high in this nightmare, so fun lah!
The reason it was considered a nightmare was because I could not find my partner. Though it was just an illusion, I felt the anxious! And there seems to be this bond that we supposedly share as secret agents (almost as though we were really friends). The vividness of the feeling still lingers on as I type this (creepy!).
Then I realised that my partner was going to miss his wedding if I do not find him soom. I panicked and started to get really scared, as though I knew I was never going to find him. I contacted the agents again and nobody wanted to help me...as though I was really alone now for the rest of the game. It was really so real, it was not funny anymore.
Eventually I never got to find my partner...and I lost in this so called "scene".
Woke up feeling so confused! The reason why this nightmare was so scary was because I felt like panic, fear, betrayal and loneliness all together in that 7 hours of sleep. Usually I would not be able to remember the feelings involved, except for the rush of excitement and fun that involves me doing really ridiculous things. This was definitely not any ordinary adventure dream...XD
Well, I begun thinking about why it should affect me on any note (since my life is really set in a pretty good place now). I realised that the emotions felt were genuinely things that I was afraid of in real life. The fear of losing loved ones, not being able to help them, making wrong decisions that could destroy them indirectly, being alone...
It sure does not help when a nightmare becomes almost too vivid for comfort! XD Well...I'll go calm myself down now for a while, get back in the mood and do some work before headed off to school.
I will update again soon about events happening around here soon! So till then, hope everyone is doing awesome! =)
Ah Jon
Mood: Kinda mixture of shocked and frightened
Random Note: I'm feeling the love =)
I just woke up in a jump and it was so scary! I had to come to the computer to type this down like almost immediately, possibly one of the most...interesting nightmares I've ever got.
I dreamed that I was part of this group of 30 elite spies with super natural abilities. And it was all like, so real! We busted leet crimes together in small groups and we were happy agents.
Then my partner was about to get married and I was assigned to get some mission done (I can't remember the exact specifics). 1/2 way along my mission, I was informed by another agent that I trust that there was this message that needed to be delieved to my partner.
So, I set out for the hunt to find my partner, whom I soon realised was nowhere to be found. I got worried and made that my mission (it was like a game + movie kind of thing, where I can choose my paths). Wow...I was climbing carparks, playing spy and doing all those really secret mission stuffs! Almost died a few times, but managed to escape XD I still remember i could jump really high in this nightmare, so fun lah!
The reason it was considered a nightmare was because I could not find my partner. Though it was just an illusion, I felt the anxious! And there seems to be this bond that we supposedly share as secret agents (almost as though we were really friends). The vividness of the feeling still lingers on as I type this (creepy!).
Then I realised that my partner was going to miss his wedding if I do not find him soom. I panicked and started to get really scared, as though I knew I was never going to find him. I contacted the agents again and nobody wanted to help me...as though I was really alone now for the rest of the game. It was really so real, it was not funny anymore.
Eventually I never got to find my partner...and I lost in this so called "scene".
Woke up feeling so confused! The reason why this nightmare was so scary was because I felt like panic, fear, betrayal and loneliness all together in that 7 hours of sleep. Usually I would not be able to remember the feelings involved, except for the rush of excitement and fun that involves me doing really ridiculous things. This was definitely not any ordinary adventure dream...XD
Well, I begun thinking about why it should affect me on any note (since my life is really set in a pretty good place now). I realised that the emotions felt were genuinely things that I was afraid of in real life. The fear of losing loved ones, not being able to help them, making wrong decisions that could destroy them indirectly, being alone...
It sure does not help when a nightmare becomes almost too vivid for comfort! XD Well...I'll go calm myself down now for a while, get back in the mood and do some work before headed off to school.
I will update again soon about events happening around here soon! So till then, hope everyone is doing awesome! =)
Ah Jon
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