Music: Micheal Learns To Rock - Complicated Heart
Mood: Depressed
Random Note: I'm not up for this
It's 2010!
I wonder what kind of a journey I am going to be undertaking in this upcoming year.
Right now, I'm really stuck between so many issues...issues that I do not know how to handle. I always thought I had it in me...guess not haha!
My vacation is going well I guess...Just that I haven't really had time to do a lot of things yet. Least my family is safe and healthy.
I feel like, I do not know what to do...everything just happens and sometimes I really wish I can not feel and just...leave everything behind. You know, not worry and just keep fighting?
My stronghold of beliefs is just crumbling to dust. I feel that I am a betrayer, useless being who can't handle anything. I know it doesn't sound right, but I can't help feeling this way.
Haha...it's a confusing post, think I'll just leave it behind and...try to wake up again tomorrow. Who knows, it might be a better day right?
Ah Jon
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cf!! how i discover ur blog is v random. haha..anw can u leave ur msn behind so that i can contact u again. Looks like u have enjoyed urself well in aust! take carez and stay in touch!
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Hey YH, how in the world did you manage to find me...?
ReplyDeletecan you e-mail me? I dun think it is wise to exchange my address on this page XD you still have my e-mail address now, right?